Archive for the ‘mental’ Category
Monday, February 13th, 2006
I wasn't going to do this to this journal, but I have an excuse. You see, this is really the first quiz I've posted here. Sure, sure, you might remember seeing a "How Nerdy Are You?" thing around here somewhere, but that's Frank's fault. If I hadn't ...
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Thursday, December 22nd, 2005
I thought of something else I needed to say.
Lately I've been hearing voices. Nothing bad, like looking at my cat and thinking he's telling me to put rat poison in Marcus' cereal or anything. Just people in the room with me are often asked, "What did you say?" when they ...
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Saturday, October 29th, 2005
I had a nervous breakdown the other night. It started out as just the second night in a row of waiting for a patient. As I was bringing this patient back to his room, I felt the tears start coming. I could tell they were the hot, ...
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Friday, October 28th, 2005
I've been having problems writing lately. I've been having lots of issues in the brain, and when I finally do work up the courage to write them down - to acknowledge them, admit they exist - it seems I can't get to wordpress to make it work.
Listening to songs ...
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Friday, September 16th, 2005
Lupus
Celiac Disease
Marcus thinks I'm just being a hypochondriac. I think I've found something plausible.
I can't tell my doctor, though. He, too, thinks I'm being a hypochondriac. I just have to move somewhere else and get a new doctor.
These are notes from my other journal. (I am embossed.)
dew on September 1st, ...
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Thursday, September 15th, 2005
I have innumerable reasons to never leave Marcus. That sentence is extremely important remember before reading the rest of this entry, or your image of me will be forever marred and you'll think I'm too shallow for words.
I realized today that one more reason I could never leave Marcus is ...
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Thursday, September 8th, 2005
I meant to mention, though, Laura (my boss) said a prayer for me, and I felt all warm inside. She prayed that it'd be strep, and she said it to Heavenly Father and I just ...
Anyway, it made me feel good. And loved.
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Thursday, September 8th, 2005
I got a spot on the back of my throat about three weeks ago. It came and went and never bothered me much. It felt like a strep spot, and when I showed it to my mother, she agreed.
I went to work today, and the spot was bigger. ...
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Wednesday, August 17th, 2005
Marcus made delicious dinner tonight. I ate probably 6 bites of it. Part of it was because of the apple slices before dinner I got to have with caramel dip. But mostly it was because I feel barfy. At least I haven't barfed at all. I just feel like I'm ...
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Wednesday, August 17th, 2005
I am so mad at myself for not staying in school. I'm so pissed I got a fucking associate's degree of applied science at a fucking technical institute. Jesus. What the hell is wrong with me? I could have been anyone, done anything, gone anywhere with my life. Instead I ...
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Wednesday, August 17th, 2005
We watched Monster the other night.
I don't know that I'll ever be able to have sex again.
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Saturday, July 23rd, 2005
I would just like to mention that I have never felt so violently angry in all my life. Certainly not without reason. I thought it was the fact that I had to work without my friends on Friday, but at the end of the day, I was still ...
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