Thursday, March 13th, 2008
I'll never forgive myself for telling Marcus that I loved him before it was true. The thing is, I thought that by saying it, maybe the feelings would be true. And I wanted to be in love so much. I wanted to not be in love with Ian. I wanted ...
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Wednesday, February 20th, 2008
So tonight on the way home from Nate's/Uno's/eclipse-watching, I realized that I have been so focused on how rotten I was feeling over the last week or so, that it had become pity. Ugh. I haven't pitied myself like that since college & the whole suicidal Creighton fiasco.
[Tangent: I'm wicked ...
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Wednesday, November 9th, 2005
in tenebris
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