you make me sick
| April 2nd, 2008 at 17:26 |I have posts sitting in my drafts, and I doubt they’ll ever be published. I thought I should disclose that, for some reason.
I hate thinking about money. It makes me sick. I don’t know if you caught that general theme of the last few days.
I think there’s something wrong with my medications, because I have not been myself this week. I cry at the drop of a hat. I say things that I don’t mean to people I don’t know. I have told bald-faced lies. I bought a pack of cigarettes - though I’ve only smoked two. I don’t want to eat, but when I do, I can’t stop.
My mind is breaking and my world is falling apart. I really do not want to fall down this path again.
Too bad my doctor’s wife died suddenly last weekend, so adjusting my medication again probably won’t happen soon.
Bring on the booze!
